was out early tday with parents- love them. had to settle a few issues and then had a very sleepy brekfast- just tea at bussorah st. dad had his biscuit and bread and tea. by this time, mom was at work. anyways, its settled. the issues. so yes..

dad 'offered' me a ride home and i said no. from clementi, i went to the center where i waited patiently for an hour. the store opened, i chose the one, paid and left. waited for an hour for a few minutes of a frigging transaction. but all is well cos ahem..cashier was well worth the frigging wait, if you know what i mean. ha..

so..now i have two of em, which im gladly satisfied but then, i saw something that just caught me bloody cunning hungry eye. and now im actually considering it. blimey..

anyhows, by the time i got home, it was near 12. watched dawn of the dead..by far, for some apparent reason, it is one of the most nauseating movies ive seen. i dont know..maybe its because in between the movie i was preparing lunch: chicken..

the movie made me sick. which might mean that its convincing and most prob, very sick. the effort into making it so sick is baffling. but anyways, beside the very sick faint feeling i had, it was quite quirky: the script..humour, hope, heads..

with hopes of making me feel less queasy, i watched 50firstdates. beautifully unreal. bizarre..but beautiful. sickeningly so? but hey its drew so..i'll let this slide. :)

so yes. anyways..lisa is on again. palpite infeliz this time. she has successfully kept me both awake and sleepy on many occasions. talk about versatility..

mahalo to shah, nurul, yus, nef, char, the lots..and to annisa who'll be flying in this wed. safe trip to u. take care all and God bless..

all this talk about them two movies..i gotta go get some oils..el dios bendice.

chega de saudade is playing. its about to rain soon. heard the thunder rumbling. going out soon. moon river is on now. ono lisa's voice enthralls. well then, this is going to be short. sophia's world is informative but if u were to read it after a heavy meal and a hot chocolate, u might want to give it a pass. well depending on whether youre yus, then perhaps youd be able to live through it.

so yes.

God bless.

daylight playing in the background. if im lazy, which i am as many know, i just hear martin going: oooh...la la daylight daylight. and very nice guitar and violin accompaniment. i like coldplay!

so yes.

busy day tday. woke up as usual praying hard that they wldnt call me cos ive been sleepy these days. they didnt thank God. so when my parents left for work, i set the alarm for 10ish. woke up had breakfast: pasta from yesterday with sardine. yum. except for the smell. had to fan the smell out the window literally after heating it in the micro.

so after breakfast and watching final dest, called mom and dad, told them im going out cos am meeting dad. met dad, printed the necessary. went for lunch at bukit timah then headed for the reception. registered blah de bla. got the goodies- am glad. then went home. watched old reruns. then left again to meet mommy.

shopped. she bought me rotk and sophia's world. bless her. and shoes. bless. so yes. then bought toasted bread and durian flo. life tastes good. ha. thank God for everything. thank God.

and thank God for you as well. take care all. enjoy the last day of school peeps and be thankful. for everything.

God bless.

bought silmarillion yesterday. bought odour of the phoenix on thurday. bought goblet of fire , baby on monday. bought jones' album some other day. o yes bought this ooh lovely black leather bookmark. bought austen's compiled novels. been bought-ing lots of stuff. will buy more soon. :) rotk's dvd is out. told my darling daddy. hes like so? i said just so u know daddy-kins :) ha.

anyhows, im feeling good somehow. hey ya playing in the background. been relief teaching these past days. its good. yknow besides the travelling and noise and attitudes and everything else, the sun still shines. sweltering heat. but its fine.

b4 i forget, bought the italian job and for a few dollars more. good stuff. dad paid for them. i like mini coopers! yea!

exams over for some people out there. holidaays are A-round. been through the feeling: o wish the hols would just come around. and then when they do, well at least in the beginning, aah the hols are here. 2nd, 3rd week: homework still undone and somehow for some bizarre reason, you miss school and its mundane routine. last week: o bugger. bugger. bugger. u attempt to do your homework and dread the end of days.

well spent holidays if you ask me. all those hols ive spent were well spent. ha.

so advice: dont waste your hols. and go fix urself a schedule or something. God knows. whatever makes u happy.

dum de dum. outkast dragging me off me seat. got to danccce yall! God bless!

im blind. i can see but im blind. third eye blind y'all.

goodness. time sure zooms by fast. been near 3 weeks since i worked at the science center. was mighty fun working there. working with abigail, melanie, kamariah, brandon, carol, and sue. and of course the very mysterious cashier at lotr store. its them eyes. silent yet moving. ha.

third eye blind's self-named album is playing in the background. track 5. graduate. jenkins' voice and them drums and them guitar. brings back bitter bogus flashes of the strange past. future's just stranger. its track 6 now. ooh..i can count. yes. track 6. hows it going to be? i wrote a very bad poem on that tune. during a long period of literary crappment.

so. been watching lots of movies of late not out but in. old and new. very entertaining.

28 days later. cillian murphy- love his hairdoe. hee. beautiful soundtrack. beautiful sites.

american wedding. wicked in all sense of the word.

28 days. saw bullock's wild-er side. mortensen's as well. :) .

the secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood. painful past-filled with shite and barf. perturbed present- coming to terms was quick and abrupt. fortifying future- how novel! a happy ending!

mute witness. gruesoommme. blooody worth watching for them gory horny viewers who enjoy thrill rides.

sleepless in seattle. touching really but realistic? for the delusional romantics. but i enjoyed the thought of its possibility.

yep. some of them movies i watched lately. enough of that.

how have you been? ive been doing well, you know. bumming at home, baking cheese cake and the occasional double chocolate fudge cookies. yea. and cooking up pasta for lunch. and watching movies. yea.

so, how have you been?

nurul, exams over i reckon? you have faith dear. remain strong and grounded. take care and God bless. turn your face to the sun and the shadows will fall behind.

aishah, hayloe. ive sent your regards to my hot papa and lovely mama except ive sent your regards to my papa and lovely mama. yep. so you doing alright i hope? better than yesterday ya? :)

and to everybody else and you, stop thinking about the unnecessary. dont go chasing a cloud. pick the weeds or clear the house. focus instead. dont chase clouds. ud just be tired and frustrated. focus dear. u dont want only one person feeling happy here so- focus. pick weeds.

so yes. in 'picking weeds', you focus. right.

the background is on now. i carry you around in the background. words they come and memories they all repeat. so then, take care all and God bless. im gonna go bum.