thank God for wireless internet.
amongst many other luxuries in life.

AlhamduLillah.

take care all..

'hey, that's no way to say goodbye by leonard cohen'

good morning all. am in school awaiting the one oclock paper and im quite calm. i think. i might be in denial and not know it. you know how when one is in denial, one denies feeling nervous or sick or you know...i might be in denial and not know it. but o dam..

'panic attack by turin brakes'

its like a joke yahoolaunch is playing with me. blearghh. lets pray for our success. remain calm now. funny thing is i think i do know i am in denial but am denying that i am so. you been there? i am in denial- acknowledge i am in denial but at the same time, dismiss that i am in denial by excusing to myself that i really am feeling a sense of calm. oh. exams are the bother. the final arrears for now. and sometimes all you can do is sigh. and rant. and deny. and remain calm.

'gold in the air of summer by kings of convenience'

take care all..

'once around the block by badly drawn boy'

its been three days since i last wrote and it feels (prepare yourself for the ever hackneyed expression)..it feels like years! no la. just feels longer than that. have a paper tomorrow (note that tmr is a saturday) at one in the afternoon. haiz. but life still goes on despite my ranting about it. i still have to sit for the exam no matter how bizarre my mind has come up with ideas of a possible (if only) postponing or complete annhilation of the exams. bwahahahahahh. yes its been on your minds too. haiz. if only.

righto.

take care all..

'earthbound by conner reeves'

havent heard this one for years. i wallowed myself in this song on the basis of a supposed failed relationship. hohohoho. man..i was young and idealistic. good times. then and now. righto. exams- focus!

take care all...

'cayman islands by kings of convenience'

consider this: ahh. wish i was on an island.

bwahahahah. arent you already on one raudha? excuse me while i laugh at myself. bwahahahah. this is my 'take five' as brubeck highly recommends everytime i hear from him.

so came around here to wish the warmest of warm wishes for the exams.
for them who are loitering at home with nothing to do...keep quiet about it.

take care all...

the wonder of time.
we anticipate,
we cringe,
we enjoy,
we long,
we shudder -
all these at/for time;
before it comes, when it does and when it leaves.

yesterday was like that. and it was wonderful- the hours spent with friends. looking forward to 16th. for now, its the exams for me.

take care all.

'the shining by badly drawn boy'

its the final lap - all you have to do is push on.
push on despite the odds against you.
come on lets do the shining- put a bit if not more sunshine in your life.
exams are knocking at our door. lets open that door and push on and shine.
be them exams or an assignment.
lets face them with rigour. lets shine together.

optimism is the key.

take care all.

'i'd rather dance with you by kings of convenience'

semester two has finally come to an end. lets do a dance!
a dance for rain [of prosperity]..

take care all.

'a good man is hard to find by sufjan stevens'

a good man
a good life
a good grade
a good ____
all of which are hard to find.
unless youre easily pleased.
easily satisfied.
unless youre a grateful individual.
unless youre a saint.
unless youre not human?

take care all.

it has come to: fight the forces! you can do it! youre almost there! come on! yeah! it has come to that and still, the eyes falter, the mind wanders, the finger clicks away, the heart sings, the head screams. it has come to that and still i have yet to read a page of my notes without procrastinating to some other thing that suddenly has to be done then and now or else some strange revelation would occur and id supposedly regret for the rest of my life. it has come to that ladies and gentlemen and im announcing it to the readers who bother to read this. ay.

take care all..

hide my head. i want to drown my sorrow. no tommorrow.

ahahaha. she mocks at her sorrows. she is mad. she is ill.

its warped. its twisted. its painful- these knots. only ONE can untie them. not today. tomorrow. though there may be no tomorrow. tomorrow it will be clearer.

take care all.