'brimful of asha by cornershop' goes out to old friends and you.

smile you.

'love theme from the spartacus by yusef lateef'

'alright by supergrass'

'aisha by john coltrane'

'white wedding by billy idol'

'catch the sun by doves'

'i'm on my way by the proclaimers'

'i drove all night by roy orbison'

'don't worry, be happy by bobby mcferrin'

'mr. wendal by arrested development'

bloody hell. life sure is cruel and beautiful. could go on complaining about the air and the sights..howard says that things can only get better..uhuh Mr H. i say things could be worse and sigh..let's end it there yar..writing about it to whoever's reading-and-with-their-own-problems wont make no difference..

annisa, if you read this..thanks much much for the mail. hope you like mr. ripley..write to you in a bit right..

take care all and if anything, bear it..things could get worse now..

'rock lobster by the b-52's'

aspire to be as worthy as that someone and as ordinary as everyone.
we live in a crowded world and sometimes, just sometimes, it feels suffocating. my neck hurts and ive got a test tmr.

hope your weekend is better spent. take care all..

'you really got me by the kinks'

'true by spandau ballet'

'autumn leaves by stan getz'

'cantaloupe island by herbie hancock'

taking time off from being lame, moved and tired. listening to this sets me mind to a rewind. neck's aching having spent what feels like hours infront of the comp. have school tmr from ten to twelve. parents was watching titanic for a bit- now watching monica on central.

cooked fish for me mom earlier. stewed the fish in the sauce before grilling it separately and serving with the thickened sauce..mom enjoyed it and im glad.

take care all.

' golden brown by the stranglers'

'tampico by stan kenton'

'boogie woogie by tommy dorsey'

they are watching analyze that while im here listening to big band in the background. had soup for dinner. but for dad, i added bittergourd and carrot and cilantro. its the mid-term break and doesn't feel much of a break since i was in school earlier tday. lots of catching up to be done. and life's been cruel to be kind.

take care all.

been yawning more than thinking about my essay. essays 600-900 words and ive yet to even consider argments..sigh. and ive been yawning for the past few hours now..not a good way to end the week. cracking brain, which im even not trying to (yet) before the mid-term break..

and to make things more wonderful and dandy..theres a test tomorrow, as well. i just want to go sleep la...

hope your days are better 'utilised'. take care all and God bless.

'wouldn't it be nice by the beach boys'

happy birthday to hasanah and mom..

boring updates but shall share anyways. been in the library since 12ish doing lit and organising ideas for the project. class tday was fun- did tongue twisters..and puff knows i enjoy them. remember secondary school? heh heh.

anyhows, tmr's a free day for me, unofficially and so shall rest and study. if thats even possible. i think i better get moving..things to do y'know. drink lots of water people. good for health and over-all-being..

AISHAH!!!!

take care all.

'coffee & tv by blur'

'always look on the bright side of life by monty pyhton's flying circus'

'the pink panther by james moody'

'summer holiday by cliff richard'

and its finally a saturday. essay's done but as lamented earlier, there are loads more yet to be done. well, looking at the bright side, by next saturday, all loads would have been unloaded only readings left. so i guess i'll survive this week, hardly...

yes. so its a saturday and why arent i sleeping at this earthly early morning? why? thats because im in school for lessons....sighs....for one whole sem ive got a two hour frigging tutorial. yippees..im waiting for the printing room peeps so that i can print me and two other people's essays..

shall be staying home tonight cos ive got a conference online with me lit group members. im in the green room now and ive got soothing music playing, reminscent of times spent in the coffee clubs with old friends..nish. only things missing is the aromatic smell of coffee and cinnamon. sigh... :)

so, kudos to aishah. woman thats a long long entry. thank God theres no word limit ay?

annisa, very soon now..soon. :)

and to you, take care and stop brooding- ive got lessons on a frigging sat for one whole sem so there!

'speak low by john coltrane'

in the canteen with my bag and comp and preserved quality fruits and mineral water and earphones and music playing blur's song two. annisa should be proud? i dont know. woman, thanks for the lovely tags..a painful reminder of my hard to break habit of procrastinating..is tuesday next okay with you? late afternoon like?

rights that done. im glad to announce that im done with the lit headaching essay. its done and complete except for a bit of tucks here and there. im glad. now to settle gazillion readings and the project and the powerpoint..

take care all.

'alright by supergrass'

yes ive been procrastinating and im sorry... :( but horrible clash of plans la..essay due sat, presentation next wed meaning many meetings and work between these days..shall and will make plans to go to your place can can?

in school now trying to wreck me brains of whatever grey matter it has to complete my essay and presentation..sigh literature lamenting is a low low for the inspiring individual..ha.

banana mocha is good here so go get yourself one..take care all.

'fire up the shoesaw by lionrock'

reading ginsberg and trying to make sense. the lure of madness- very appealing ya. be mad and get away with anything, or at the very least, half of anything- you get my drift. the lure of madness appeals and tempts and attracts and simply in my mind, near liberating. and yet, it would be a hard road, like any other, to tread in. 'in society' displays the liberation of just being more than plain honest; being rude and aware and enjoying it. almost a blissful scenario for me..

hah..im going mad. im mad. but why shouldnt i be? its late and im straining eyes, brain, neck and back for this..

take care all and God bless. tomorrow might be a better day for all of us.

note to a few:

happy birthday din. well i think tday's your birthday so happy birthdays.

annisa..dont know whether you even visit my website but ive missed your company. even though ive been nonexistent in your life thus far..shall try to make amends by first catching you before you board the plane.

i miss aishah. i miss yesterday. the many many old yesterdays. i miss aishah and everyone. i miss the quiet walks and the foul air and the blue skies streaked with the cirrus clouds. but yet, today, i continue to have them quiet walks along with the foul air and the blue skies streaked with them cirrus clouds. and though i miss yesterday's walks and skies, today's skies are much clearer in all senses. the light continues to glare. the smell foreign yet familiar. the sounds somehow, always new. today's skies seem just fine..hows yours?

enough chatter yar..work beckons as it always does.

take care all and God bless..