unlike the new coat of paint on the wall or the messy bedroom of yours, some things are constantly if not, usually, overlooked. things like mom buying fruits, dad bringing us to places, friends in school and even your just breathing. its things like these that have been subjected to under-appreciation and triviality. and im guilty. which is why i try as i can to remind myself every night how grateful i should be of the present, of the now.

yea things could be more extravagant, life could be more fun but its really the now that matters.

thank God things are as they are for things could be worse.

and things would sure be worse if i continue to be extravagant with time.

so adieu for now. take care all and God bless..

welcome to the real world she said to me condescendingly.

'welcome to the real world' she said to me condescendingly.

"Welcome to the real world," she said to me condescendingly.

thank you parveen for the album- have yet to return it to you. missing my friends' season one and haaarrrrrrrrrry. hurhur....

hows it been? ive got two presentations and a 750 word essay due in the course of these two weeks just for one module. nish. o and lots of readings.

so really everybody, hows it been?

had dinner yet? i had fish. was marinated with worchestershire, i think thats how its spelt, sauce, garlic, lemon grass, paprika and lime juice for half an hour before grilling. would have marinated it longer but mom was hungry. she prepared the greens- some long/french bean. yum...what you had for dinner?

moms on the phone. dads out- should be back soon. i should be doing me readings but being the procrastinator that i am, heh heh. bad...

watched dead certain with mom yesterday. music was mood-enhancing..it was good. one of them sign systems in the theatrical frame right. set was simple and desirable. wooden and bare. nish. elizabeth spooked me. scary how shes so honest and conniving and distorted. mom fell asleep. vowed not to accompany anymore to these plays, so she says. shes planning on watching mamma mia later in september.

so. goodness- the time. best be off reading mcmurphy and the importance of laughter and all.

take care everybody and God bless..

is this the prize ive waited for? collective soul asked. have i got a long way to run, they added.

haven't we got a long way to run as well, ay? like he said- he and them all- will be pushing and encouraging. keep up the pace now..we're almost halfway through the course.

'run by collective soul'

its one of those days yet again where neck aches badly. should work on my posture, really raudha...have an early morning tomorrow and every other saturdays for these three months because of one minuscule tutorial..

so you guys enjoy your weekends. off to bed now. gdnite and God bless.

'latin kings by delinquent habits'

I am Chicken Little! Find your fairy tale character at kelly.moranweb.com.

Your dilemma was kind of like the 5th grade weather forecast: the kids thought it was snowing, but it was just dandruff.

Just like that, YOU thought the sky was falling. Was it? No. The only problem was that Isaac Newton hadn't been there to tell you that falling fruit is just gravity, not the apocalypse. Oh well; what's done is done. Another crazy chicken put to rest by your local fox. Then the day is mine!

I am truly passionate. Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com.

You're excited about life and in touch with yourself and nature.

Tell me, do I have this straight?

Virtues: You appreciate humor like none other. Puns might even spark laughter in you (TEHY R FUNNI). You seek adventure and connection with your surroundings. You seek friends who will not only share laughs with you but actually form a deep bond of trust and empathy beneath the surface. You look for adventure and courage in people, and variation is necessary to keep you under control. You see yourself as multi-faceted, so you need people who can see you in your many lights. You're constantly trying to figure yourself out while analyzing the people around you. Silly, silly people.

Aspirations: You can't decide what you want to be yet, but you know you want it to be adventures and interesting, with constant changes. You don't know what love will do for you yet, but it's competing with adventure for a place in your heart. An internal conflict has begun: can you be a successful worker, lover, and parent all at once?

Quirks: Noise of any sort is irritating when you're in the mood. Smacking gum, loud chewing, humming- it's about as pleasing as bodily noises. You dislike emaciated people because of jealousy and just plain disgust. You're a procrastinator but a hard worker, too.

Factors: You need constant attention and support. You're high-maintnence, but a great, reliable friend. Nature needs you and you need nature; it's helped thus far, so keep in touch with the outside world.

Future: Who knows! You absolutely need constant change, so vacationing is surely in the cards. Will you settle down or not? Love will find you eventually, as it does to everyone. Will you choose the sweet home life or the rewarding busy-bee life?

'here comes the sun by the beatles'

'hard to explain by the strokes'

someday my prints will come..have yet to go to the photoshop to print pictures for people..

bless you daddy! he just sneezed see. the household has been struck with the flu bug..not nice experience you can imagine..rights, feel a sneeze creeping by.....

excuse me.

so. am hungry- last i ate was at 2ish while watching a horror flick..was laughing at their antics. why? the volume was on the low..what?? i was home alone and so, to enjoy the flick with a few streaks of whatever courage i might have, i had the volume on a low. cant blame me now can you? howd you watch the flick yourself?

look at the time..and though i havent got classes tomorrow, shall turn in soon after this..disciplining meself see..

hallos to nurul! how you been? hows the tomcat?

hallos to nef and duck and char and meera and momma and dadda and yatz and dibahs and...and...and........aishah!

woman..drop me a tag or two will ya? :)

and hallos to the rest of you and you, of course..take care all and God bless.

'you're never there by cake'

'parachutes by coldplay'

assignment:
read pages one to thirty of literary theory by tomorrow

situation:
neck hurts like hell, well not really. it just hurts bad and ive got the results. i should be grateful but cant help but feel yet again, that things could be better.

whats happened:
chatted with parveen after many many weeks. toodle-loo. toilet-to-the-loo. reading her text. the text is one of her many readings. heh..had durian ice-cream with momma. watched jeux d'enfants again. went to school and came back near eleven.

cant do that. right. best be off to work. you might as well do the same. take care right and God bless..and may nurul do well for her maths. :)

'life is beautiful directed by roberto benigni'

parents watching a movie together. im reading my readings. or at least one of many..life at present is like hot chocolate- ridiculously rich and dangerously delectable- and in the midst of these tingling sensations, its sadly sinful..ive been too luxurious in my free time. yet my dears, things could be worse and best to drink when offered. whats done is done and now, left to face the impending consequences. looking forward, really....

notes for----

yatz: you're right..it begins with m-eno..

nef: glad alls well for/with you..dont be a stanger now..

all: drink your share of favourite beverages and then, as they say, face the music.

righto..back to euthyphro..take care and God bless.

'sway by dean martin'

happy birthday to khairul..your long awaited dreams will soon come true..go buy that ticket..harhar :)

haps berfsdays tos yous khais ghuls!!!

lectures officially begin tomorrow.
looking forward to breakfast with dad- tea and bai bread- nish.
school begins and ends early tomorrow which is somewhat a good start to a school week ay?

whats been happening: well, he is everywhere and anywhere. dont know what to say bout him. hes family and even despite that fact, theres sense in all of us to be wherever he may be.

they gathered at our place yesterday. was a definite chore but i sadistically enjoyed it. love having family around so yea..saw the fireworks from the balcony, took pictures, laughed, shuddered at each blast, laughed even more, and were happy. mom cooked and so did my aunts. we had dhaal, ayam masak merah, sambal goreng, and aachar. for drinks, there were our reputable chay and tea with lime. for dessert: putri salat with durian and a variety of fruits from plums to pears to oranges to peaches. yea it was fun..

keane is playing the background yet again. lisa ono was playing these past three days upon request. i miss keane and so here it is. no worries though, still in lust with coldplay and ew and dr. ha.

nurul, glad to know that youre favourite book is the tomcat in love. keep on flowin.

aishah, dont know whether youd be reading this but just'd like to say take care always.

nef, hows your room? hows the bed? hows everything?

duck, thank you for declaring your position for me at present. i too feel the same for you :)

righto..shall say my adieu for now. dad and mom are out on a date and promise to bring back tea.

so, you go drink whatever you have to and God bless.

'overnight celebrity by twista'

'take a picture by filter'

o yes and shah, where have you been? how are ya?

have been drifting in and out. its much too much. there's him and this and that and right now and her and many other hers. it couldnt be anymore complicated. but hey, things could be worse. just wish these many knots will untangle soon.

take care all. and God bless..

hallo to nurul-hows the tomcat in love?

'indefinitely by travis'

happy birthday to cik husaini!

right then, off to school..before that, be stopping by bussorah for tea with me lovely parents!

hurhur..take care all.