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Tuesday, May 18, 2004

im blind. i can see but im blind. third eye blind y'all.

goodness. time sure zooms by fast. been near 3 weeks since i worked at the science center. was mighty fun working there. working with abigail, melanie, kamariah, brandon, carol, and sue. and of course the very mysterious cashier at lotr store. its them eyes. silent yet moving. ha.

third eye blind's self-named album is playing in the background. track 5. graduate. jenkins' voice and them drums and them guitar. brings back bitter bogus flashes of the strange past. future's just stranger. its track 6 now. ooh..i can count. yes. track 6. hows it going to be? i wrote a very bad poem on that tune. during a long period of literary crappment.

so. been watching lots of movies of late not out but in. old and new. very entertaining.

28 days later. cillian murphy- love his hairdoe. hee. beautiful soundtrack. beautiful sites.

american wedding. wicked in all sense of the word.

28 days. saw bullock's wild-er side. mortensen's as well. :) .

the secrets of the ya-ya sisterhood. painful past-filled with shite and barf. perturbed present- coming to terms was quick and abrupt. fortifying future- how novel! a happy ending!

mute witness. gruesoommme. blooody worth watching for them gory horny viewers who enjoy thrill rides.

sleepless in seattle. touching really but realistic? for the delusional romantics. but i enjoyed the thought of its possibility.

yep. some of them movies i watched lately. enough of that.

how have you been? ive been doing well, you know. bumming at home, baking cheese cake and the occasional double chocolate fudge cookies. yea. and cooking up pasta for lunch. and watching movies. yea.

so, how have you been?

nurul, exams over i reckon? you have faith dear. remain strong and grounded. take care and God bless. turn your face to the sun and the shadows will fall behind.

aishah, hayloe. ive sent your regards to my hot papa and lovely mama except ive sent your regards to my papa and lovely mama. yep. so you doing alright i hope? better than yesterday ya? :)

and to everybody else and you, stop thinking about the unnecessary. dont go chasing a cloud. pick the weeds or clear the house. focus instead. dont chase clouds. ud just be tired and frustrated. focus dear. u dont want only one person feeling happy here so- focus. pick weeds.

so yes. in 'picking weeds', you focus. right.

the background is on now. i carry you around in the background. words they come and memories they all repeat. so then, take care all and God bless. im gonna go bum.