medieval kingdoms did not become constitutional republics overnight; on the contrary, the change was gradual. right then.

lots happening these days. how you doing?

my aunt came back from far two days ago. sq 319, terminal 2, belt 32. thin as always..went up to my dad immediately and gave those long hugs you see around. hugs that wish not to let go, ever. but she did. we do. we have to anyway. let go. yes breathe it out. let it go. foo...sigh.

family matters are predominant at this stage of my life now. have always been i guess. how bout you? love my parents. bless them. important matters too. besides an engagement, ive got tests coming up. cant wait for them to be over. moms coming along. shes done it many times before..

the word tephra, from the greek word meaning ash, has come into use among geologists to describe the assortment of fragments, ranging from blocks of material to dust, that is ejected into the air during a volcanioc eruption. yes..

as i was saying, alot is going on. friend's birthday tomorrow. shall call her this year. last year me was busy. moreover, last year this day, me was very very sick. dearest aishah was there to let me lean on her cos i was high with a fever. kind aishah. lovely aishah. bless you dear. hope you doing better than yesterday, pray you do..a round of hugs for you, love..

aylo to all ie: yus, duck, hafiz fakir, khairul, yasmin, debah(!), your sis, nurul(peace) and yes khairul..a game of monopoly?

dum de dum. cant concentrate..ooh! coldplay! clocks...sigh. caught lots of movies these past 2 weeks. see now. mona lisa, bollywood queen and ha..scary movie for a morning laugh. entertaining really. didnt get no popcorn. just me and the screen. nish. entertaining.

enjoyed mona lisa but teared at the end. she had to leave them. it was only characteristic of her to move on and away from there. not a subversive move but a natural one. i teared cos hmm..shall keep that to myself.

scary movie. now that was a laugh. spastic? in some ways. enjoyed the rap competition most. entertaining in a strange morbid way. filled with parodies from mm..the matrix-morpheus was married to the oracle-the ring, etc..

bollywood queen made me sigh. sigh. a happy ending. yea..id say scary movie was a tad more entertaining than bollywood. please..happy ending? sigh. you see why this movie makes me sigh? enjoyed the show, dont get me wrong but its the optimism and peculiar coincidences and bloody good luck that turns me off. doesnt happen in reality does it? so the many sighs..sigh.

coldplay. i came along. i wrote a song for you and all the things you do and it was called yellow. so then i took my turn. o what a thing to have done. and it was all yellow. ha. yellow.

id write a song called black. lemme try aye.

ahem..

i crawled along. i scratched a song for you and all the things you did and it is called black. so then i took my life. o what a thing to have done. and hey im still alive but very blue and black.

there.

dum de dum.. as theyd say,' cannot make it.'

shall be going to my cousin's tomorrow. a gathering of sorts. have that every other week but tomorrow will be different for my aunt is there. so my other aunt will cook her yummy curry and what not. gulp. ooh..and bubur kacang. its not sinful. not as sinful as my other aunt's er..bubur durian? thats sinful. eat it hot or cold. try both. with glutinous rice. sinful. o i could go on to whats sinful to the tastebuds but i shall stop tempting me poor self.

o of all the things to have forgotten. my aunt's staying with us. she sleeps in me study room. parents are asleep now. aunt is out visiting whoever. she has her own set of keys and that irritating transponder card. think i spelt it wrong. anywee.. yep. shes staying with us and life is a bit different. change is ever present.

take a listen to third eye blind's freshmen. a song. so if youve got cable, meaning quick and fast downloads or if youre bothered to take my recommendation and wait patiently as your (and mine) dial-up modem chews on the bytes at its own convenience, care take a listen.

do you know that it costs £6.50 to watch a movie in london? multiply that to 2.7. s$17.55 just to watch a movie. can you blame the pirates and the consumers then?

but no..piracy is wrong and i like coldplay and love my parents. take care aishah. and take care all.