R.E.M is playing in the background. dont let yourself go cos everybody cries. everybody hurts, sometimes. sometimes, everything is wrong. and now its time to sing along. if you feel like letting go, hold on. if you think youve had too much of this life, hang on.

sigh. sigh. sigh.

what do you think? let go or hold on? its difficult to choose.. anyways, i chopped off my hair. well, somebody did. its not all that bad. it was by impulse. was at bugis and didnt know what to buy for myself. it was either a chocolate mousse or a haircut or a movie. a haircut was a nice change. new place, new life, new hair, new attitude to life. its the usual cut. shaggy. messy. same old me. hmm..the irony. ahh..looks may remain the same but the insides of this person is trying to adopt a different outlook to life. each moment.

suga suga. baby bash featuring dear frankie. enjoyed his 'i dont wanna try'. ooh great..the irony. a conundrum- my occupation. you think? how you get so fly? interesting..from a verb to an adjective. we do that, dont we? make our own rules and shit. har. excuse me.

parents are a-snoring. what you doing at this hour? hitting, killing, knocking-out two birds with one ston, pebble, brick, im typing this new entry and listening to music. love coldplay by the way. i like shiver, the warning sign and everything else. both albums were great. the emotions were well portrayed through the lyrics and melody. thats what i think. you may think otherwise but as ol'puff would say,'you say toe-may-toe, i say toe-mah-toe'. yep.

im babbling.

'and you are as cold and distant from me as those strange modern paintings of lines and hard forms that i cannot love or comprehend, as alien as those hard mechanical sculptures of this age which have no human form.'
--- armand of the interview with the vampire---

rice and many others have the amazing talent to express themselves through words. so does a close friend, ayeee-shah. hows therapy so far? satisfying? ahem, fulfilling? ha..

the wallflowers. its been a while.

and its been quite a while now. look at the time. have to get off this board and back to shore.

aqualung's strange and beautiful goes out to an ol'friend.

well then, enough blabber. till later.